So this is a blog?

So first off, Welcome to Che Che's blog! I appreciate you stopping by. Well I just thought I would give you a little insight on myself. I am 25 years young. Yes young, I am not old! I am a married, mother of two! I have a husband in which I have been married to since 2004 but weve been together since 1999 so that is a total of 12 years together. Our marriage is far from perfect but let me tell you this, what marriage truly is? My children are a young girl who is 5 and my young man who is 3. Names not disclosed for safety reasons. I also have a puppy names Boscoe. Hes a German Shepherd and I love him to kibbles. I appreciate him much more than any other animal because he is the spitting image of my late German Shepherd named Axle. Axle was only 1 and he was a very hyper active dog. He got into our garage one day and got into anti-freeze. When people warn you about dogs and antifreeze it is no joke. Axles innerds were crystalized in a matter of hours. He was dehydrated to the point he was crying and could no longer walk. I had no idea what he had gotten into. Then it clicked. Could he have injested something? I took him to the vet with my roomate and had to immediatly put him down. On my 25th birthday none the less.  So now we have Boscoe. It was hard losing my friend but what could I do. Hed want me to move on. Listen to me quoting my dead dog. Ugh! So about me. Since Im new to this blog thing forgive me and my ADD. I was born in Worcester Mass in 1986 to alovely mother and father who to this day are still happily married. In my younger years I was relocated with my family and brother and moved to Florida. Florida is much more different than up North, it is like two different worlds. It was very stressful for me. I was picked on and beat up, I nearly lost sight of everything that was important to me because I became a coward and hid. I was born with a certain OCD with picking my scabs when im nervous or when I have anxiety, so that didnt help in my school years. I mean If I liked a boy I was overlooked because of my never ending scars. Or my mole on my face, in which I hated. It didnt happen until highschool that I met my future husband. Michael. Man, Michael was gorgous to me! He was everything I ever looked for. Him and I got along so well. We sat near each other always and passed notes. It was a typical teen crush for me. Who would have thought at that time that him and I would marry. Not me? Especially with such low self esteem. And here we are now in 2011. Go figure! Well since we now have kids and everything Id say were pretty settled down. Ive had a few health problems along the way. Such as but not limited to endemetriosis. Talk about stress! Endemetriosis is total hell! I had it so bad I had to have a complete hysterectomy at the young age of 23! I am going thru surgical menopause at my age. Its not easy and this blog is to help get these emotions out and breathe easily. Since im only on medicaid im limited to get the help I need when I need it. So here I am, going thru menopause, and no doctora wanna give me hormone replacements. Its  tough life yes, but I cant say im not blessed. If it wasnt for this surgery I would have never found god!! You know life is crazy sometimes. You never know what will happen. Well I guess thats enough jib jabbing for today! Ill be more organized in my next blogs to come! I get braces tomorrow on my top teeth, oh joy. Talk about feeling young again! haha! Ill explain that later.